T-T,,,,touching and inspirational video

Disgruntled worker here

Lol!!! The s2p panda gate defender doesnt block blogspot...>,<...only block wretch, FB, MSN..and U-tube...T-T

Life-I've seen through it.....

Martin Lurther King Jr.--- I have a dream
Life is defined as a journey to one's dream.....Life is great isn't it?

William Shakespeare---Life's but a walking shadow.....
In fact, whose life will have significant impact on others' lives?
What will you get from life and is that what you want?.....Who can measure life?
(I hope Actuaries can....o.O)

Life is a double agent, it gives you hope, screws you, and then gives you another false hope again.....
In the end, no one is a winner......

It doesn't matter whether you end up in heaven or hell or valhalla or another Earth...
You'll end up with nothing, just like how you started.....

Life is always fair, and in a harmonious equilibrium.....
It's just humans that creates illusion that draw lines, using wealth, authority, knowledge and so- called beliefs.......

If monetary system never existed, can you still can the rich rich?
If the contries were never ruled separately under those so-called leaders of the nations, everyone would have equal rights by now....
If the smart were as wise as Lao Zi, they wouldn't want to be intelligent anymore.......
Intelligence, technology, growth and humans, are the causes of World Destruction.....

Still can accept the fact?
Let's see....
What do we get from the invention of pc?................Convenience and Destruction........
The invention of vehicles?..........Convenience and more Destruction...........
New medicine?..........Increased lifespan, but leads to overcrowding, and Destruction.....
The use of market mechanism?.........Convenience, then Confusion, and Destruction........

The fact is, the world is always in perfect equilibrium....
By adding something new to the world, we gain something, and lose something else.....
So why do we bother to act in a way that we think we can improve lives?
......
道可道,非常道;名可名,非常名.....
Path that can be describe, is not the true path....
Name that can be named, is not the true name....
The true path is, to be experience and not to be confused with worldly wisdom...that tells you what is good and what is not.........
In real life, nothing gives you net positive impact or net negative impact....
Every action is like wield a double-edged blade....using the internet...

Some actions gives you happiness and hope in the short-run, but you'll soon notice that it's just another day and another false hope....
Things should be left undisturbed and the path of nature and time will change everything while achieving the perfect harmony of everything....

Just like the flowing river....
上善若流水，柔弱不自争。
勤谨修大道，虚怀远德声。
Calm, soft, gentle and yet, able to remove obstacles that stands in its way, by flowing on them smoothly and effortlessly, eroding them layer by layer......

So.....The conclusion is.....Why should I work so hard? What am i rushing for in life? Rushing to meet the Ryuk? I'll just take my sweet time studying tactics and philosophy.....Screw Edexcel!!!!! And those who started with the examination system recently and in ancient China history!!!

They are just too obsessed with FishStick!!! Suck

爱不疚－歌词

I wonder why this song can be on the radio for more than 2 months(my fm)....
Maybe it's very nice? But I still prefer FF songs.....

收藏在眼眸 常徘徊左右
爱 猜到没有
愉快玩笑后 能全然退后
你 开心就够
这种感觉太亲厚
讲一千句也不够
假使讲了 你听到后或会走
这种恋爱太罕有 不须真正拥有
成全 衷心祝福然后就放手
放手 放开所有 彼此更自由
放手 其实我绝非爱得不够
放手 豁出所有 还有这个好友
已经 已经足够

遥远是宇宙 静静在背后 去看守就够
这种感觉太亲厚
讲一千句也不够
即使一刹有过冲动挽你手
这种恋爱太罕有 不须真正拥有
成全 多舍不得仍然是放手
放手 放开所有 彼此更自由
放手 其实我绝非爱得不够
放手 豁出所有 还有这个好友
已经 已经足够

放手 我的牵挂 找不到尽头
放手 期望你幸福甚麼都有
也许 爱很深厚 而我早看得透
放手 至可拥有

100days' over

I just celebrated my dad's 100th day since passing away.......
Not much happenings now, but i have to get a new pc soon, or else i might misuse the library's pc......hehe......

For gaming

...........Silent night.....x.X

Well, my pc is not fixed yet, and i can't go online too often...
Probably, you'll know why nowadays my house is so quiet....
No one will turn on the tv every night like before since 30th July.....

My sis, will be going back to Sabah next week, and that will add another inch of silence at home.......

No pc, no songs, no naggings, no dota sound effects(first blood++), no tv.....etc.......
Bored like hell, i can't even sleep well recently,due to lack of FF songs...........
Melodies of Life, Wanderer of Time, Tsuki no akari, The Skies Above.................etc.....

etc,etc,etc,etc,etc......

so, i have damn lots so freedom now, and nowhere to spend them....sucks.....
I can't even hibernate with my free time.........just don't feel like hibernating....

(By the way, i'm doing this post in the college's library.....the cc in Tun Sambathan sucks.....They're not doing business....)

Kiss Me GoodBye-Final Fantasy XII OST

You say that my love is all you need to see you through
But I know these words are not quite true
(So) here is the path you’re looking for, an open door
Leading to worlds you long to explore

Go if you must move on alone
I’m gonna make it on my own

Kiss me good-bye, love’s memory
Follow your heart and find your destiny
Won’t shed a tear for love’s mortality
For you put the dream in my reality

As time goes by I know you’ll see this of me
I loved you enough to let you go free

Go, I will give you wings to fly
Cast all your fears into the sky

Kiss me good-bye, love’s mystery
All of my life I’ll hold you close to me
Won’t shed a tear for love’s mortality
For you put the dream in my reality

Kiss me good-bye, love’s memory
You put the dream in my reality

(so sad nowadays, feel so lonely at home)